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So i had my 12 weekly check up on december 2nd. They are to carry out more surgery to rectify the left breast. The cosmetic surgeon is under the impression that the implant has come out of the "skin hammock" and that there may be some fluid behind the implant - the ultra sound didnt pick up any abnormal fluid.
So its back under the knife i go.... they are hoping that itll be january, however with my past experience i am not holding out much hope!
I have started physio now and am...
Well, just when i thought the weekend was done and dusted last night proved how unpredictable this battle and journey is going to be. With food completed by midnight, I dosed up on Painkillers and was ready for a reasonable nights sleep. How naive of me to think I was getting on top of things. The cancer decided to make another stand, it knows it is almost defeated, eradicated, destroyed but will just not give up, just yet. And so started the most painful 8 hours I have had to endure yet. Skip next...
As the weekend draws to a close I can now manage to get my nutrition in less that 6 hours through the pump/tube. This will mean I can get some sleep without it after midnight. Most of weekend has been spent either feeling sick, being asleep or being in pain swallowing. Morphine doesn't do much except dry my mouth more, cocodomal helps me sleep and with swallowing for a bit. Tried to force feed a milk shake down via mouth this afternoon - burning sensation of ulcers all around and under my tongue...
About me: I am an ex nurse, now medical Sales Rep. I got divorced earlier this year and have 2 amazing kids. Boy of 10 and girl of 15. I've been through a tough 3 years and I'm finally getting everything in place to move on with my life. That was until a few weeks ago...... Last year I went to the Cancer Genetics clinic and asked to be tested as my Grandmother, her sisters and her brother all passed away with various forms of cancer. Mainly gastric but breast was there too. My granny had breast cancer...
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Well this is the start of another day of waiting for my appointment I have spent some time this morning reading and replying to some posts and Blogs,at least it passes the time and gives me a vent for my emotions I really dont know what i would do with out this outlet as my moods are becoming deeper and darker, i keep trying to think of ways out but i see no way at all, unless they hurry up and bring forward my appointment so I can get some more news and a treatment plan ,...
Well here i am again a new post to add too all the others, that i have written this is the only way that i find a release from all my dark moods and thoughts , which i must say i never thought that it was possible for me too drop so low and it is like looking out of a deep dark pit when i am there my mind does not know what to do, all i think that i really need is for my better half to believe in the way that i am feeling so that she can understand how i feel it is like being alone whilst in a room...
