Cancer not only messes you up inside but it messes up your mind too.
I have not slept in 6 days even though I have taken sleeping tablets and along with my other medication its enough to put an elephant to sleep.
Great I'm not normal always said I was different. Wonder if I'm from another planet lol well things don't add up when three places you have lived in get knocked down??????????? ;-)
I can't wait for 2013 to end. The last 4 yrs have been total hell for me. 16th February 2009 I had a stroke it affected all my left side, I have had to learn to walk again which I can't do properly,eat,talk and every day things.
August 2009 I had a T.I.A (Transient ischaemic attack)
Jan 2010 I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia
April 2011 I was diagnosed with M.E (Myalgia Encephymilitis)
May 2012 I'm diagnosed with grade 3 aggressive Breast Cancer and get told if my lump hadn't been found I would not be here now.
So as you can see my life has been horrible but guess what?
I still try and smile everyday, sometimes its so hard to do it,sometimes I just want to give up.
Go to sleep and never wake up.
Why me?
What have I done to deserve this?
FormerMember
Hello Sian
I know how you feel I have been fighting cancer for the past five years and was about too be signed off by my specialists, but as with everything in life just when you think things are starting to come right, something else comes along to bite you in the bum, as now they say that the cancer is back in my nodes and i also have lung cancer in my right lung. I have trouble sleeping and am up sat in a chair by four O`Clock and the pain in my shoulder and lung when i cough which is very regular is emence, i feel so low and depressed most of the time that i do not know what to do with my self, so as you can see i totally agree with you.
