Sickly Saturday

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Slowly ramping up the ml per hour on tube intake overnight and now getting a litre into me in about 9 hours. Trouble is I feel sick all night and when I wake up in morning. Throat soreness and intake of pain killers do not correlate, sometimes it's like swallowing razor blades other times the mucus makes it much easier. That said the constant Russian roulette - will it wont it hurt - has seen food intake by mouth stopped, I am trying to keep swallowing sips of water to keep muscles going and make recovery easier but it is such a pain. Slept most of day today, after a restless night. It now seems that every time I am asleep it is a bonus as it is minutes that I am semi/sub conscious - and every minute that is pain free and can be crossed off before mid/end January are good minutes. Have full house from tonight with all family home for Christmas which has picked me up a bit.
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