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I am told that if you register with a Hospice when you start chemo you will be on their register and will be guaranteed a place should you need to go into the Hospice in the future. Has anyone else done this or heard of doing this.
I was 50 on the 5th March 2012, myself my husband and our two dogs were going away for a week in Scotland. The week before we went I found a lump in my left breast in the shower. I got my husband to feel it and he said he dident know if it was a lump as my breasts are lumpy bumpy anyway, Felt it again when we were away and though it was bigger(marble size) so as soon as we got home I was at the doctors on the Monday.
He said yes there was a lump and I would get an appointment within 2 weeks, I got...
I killed you in my mind today
I cut you up, I watched you bleed
I killed you in my heart today
For everything you did to me
I murdered you a hundred times
I shot you dead and never cried
I killed you in my mind today
I laughed and watched you die
Screaming at me all on fire
Liar, liar, liar
I buried you with my desire
Liar, liar, liar
I buried you so far below
Liar, liar, liar
I had to see you go
Oh, jesus, please forgive me
Oh, jesus, please forgive me
On my knees beside my bed
Liar, liar, liar
Not sorry for the things...
Mum's cancer was so quick, relatively..... A woman who ran about after everyone, kids, grandkids, carer to her husband, my Dad. Christmas Eve, Mum fell into my front door - I had to catch her, Boxing Day, she needed help to steady herself in my house, we had family dinner... 30th December Mum's right leg started dragging - right arm struggling to lift anything... New Years Day, heartache, Mum couldn't use right arm/hand. 5th Jan - told it had spread to brain. Steroids initailly didn't...
The last 2 weeks have been tough for Mum and for me. I don.t know what to do ,mum is still fighting but is becoming forgetful and more unsteady. Her moods have been up and down within minutes of each other . I have had to be shouted at and taken it on the chin . this week we are back at the hospital for a check up . I am not sure what will happen but am preparing for the worst no further treatment, I wish I could help more but she gets angry as she wants to do things for herself but just cant
