I feel so very selfish! I had not really been around mum since they told her she had pancreatic cancer, then I took her to hospital for appt and went home and spent night there. I can't lie I was so glad to get back to my happy husband and my daughter who doesn't realise how bleak mums prognosis is. I tried to do things around the house for mum but it's just the same as when she was well, I can't seem to do anything…
