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My husband passed away on the 13th sept, it was his funeral tues 22nd. I have an 11yr old son and i'm 37. My husband was 9months from 1st diagnosis. he actually got the all clear at the end of may then we found out on the 28th aug it had returned and he died on the13th sept. I'm struggling to carry on with anything at the moment but have to push myself for my son, but all i'd really like to do is not get up in the morning, but going to bed at night feels worse than trying to get up in the morning...
well had cancer check up on the 14th sept , new oncologist has is being very kind and helpfull. But as i said i think i ahve coped well enough with this as i have been contrating on my oa and rh ,both which make me tired and ache and have on the 17th had my second hip replacement and am getting out of that with all the complications the chemo and blood clots caused . I then have another check up with the surgeon in November , Blimety seem to spend my life at hospitals for one thing or the other ...
Today is not a good day for me. In fact I am sitting in the garden drinking a bottle of wine and feeling very sorry for myself, I'm not normally a negative person, but having been diagnosed with BC I just don't know how to deal with it. I have my results confirmed tomorrow. My daughter who is six months pregnant with her fourth child is taking me, together with my son. I just feel that I've let them down. I've taken my dog for a walk, which is a big help. She's a yorkshire terrier...
the consultant dropped another thing on us yesterday. mum has a problem with her kidney, its not draining properly and she needs it fixed before chemo can start. we made the 2 hour trip to see him in the most desparate circumstances, mum was sick and in pain. it was terrible.
BUT i have followed it all up and thankfully they have made an urgent appointment for us to see the local oncologist tomorrow! thats good news.
xx
Yesterday I went for my planning appointment for radiotherapy. What an ordeal. My husband said he would take me for planning appointment but cannot take me for the treatment. I found it all very traumatic. Hospital is miles away - and it was more sitting and waiting around. Very little information seems to have been held in my mind. Eventually after CT scan and tatoos I was given a list of 46 appointments. Some morning, some afternoon, some physio, some oncologist appointments. Because I have breast...
Update: 24th September. Actually just seeing how this Blog Post thing works.
Going to Kings Lynn to visit my Sister tomorrow. I haven't been to see her for about 14 years. Not that anything is wrong, Im just so lazy, and my sis travels across to see me a few times a year so I've sort of not had to bother to go to her. That sounds terrible doesn't it, and Im so sorry for my laziness.
Anyway we're off tomorrow to make up for those lost years and Im going to take some pix of her new house...
Haven't had the courage to shave my head yet I keep trying to hold on to it, feel really tired and sleep alot have to force myself to take the puppy out for a walk or I'll just sit there. Next chemo on tuesday and although I know it's not that bad I still don't look forward to it never know what effect it will have as I know it's a culmalative effect if thats spelt right. Am about to go out now with Mister and get some fresh air poor little thing is bored. PS Monna learning to drive was the...
HELLO I AM NEW TO THIS. MY MOM HAS CML AND WAS DX IN 2006. SHE HAS BEEN ON 3 DIFFERENT ORAL CHEMO'S AND WE WERE TOLD THIS WEEK THAT SHE HAS STOPPED RESPONDING TO THIS ONE AND THAT HER LEUKEMIA IS PROGRESSING. THE RESEARCH NURSE IS SEARCHING FOR A CLINICAL TRIAL FOR HER NOW. ANYONE WITH SIMILAR EXPERIENCES OR CAN SHARE SOME EXPERIENCE STRENGTH AND HOPE
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