Hi
I'm not coping well at the moment. I feel that I've let everyone down, especially my daughter who is 42 and 7 months pregnant. I've always helped her out with the children, who are 13, 9 and 6, and just feel so much for her. She is being so brave, but is not well herself, and her husband has recently been made redundant, so I help out financially, as I don't think it will help me having money in the bank…
Today is not a good day for me. In fact I am sitting in the garden drinking a bottle of wine and feeling very sorry for myself, I'm not normally a negative person, but having been diagnosed with BC I just don't know how to deal with it. I have my results confirmed tomorrow. My daughter who is six months pregnant with her fourth child is taking me, together with my son. I just feel that I've let them down.
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