Jaynef's blog

I lost my husband on 13th september, i know it was only 7 weeks ago but i just feel completely lost, the only thing keeping me going is my 12yr old son. Everything just seems so pointless, i really don't want to go anywhere or do anything, friends keep telling me how strong i'm being but they don't know how i really feel inside as i can't talk to anyone about what happen or about how i really feel, how can i talk to anyone…

My husband passed away on the 13th sept, it was his funeral tues 22nd. I have an 11yr old son and i'm 37. My husband was 9months from 1st diagnosis. he actually got the all clear at the end of may then we found out on the 28th aug it had returned and he died on the13th sept. I'm struggling to carry on with anything at the moment but have to push myself for my son, but all i'd really like to do is not get up in the morning…

Not sure what to put really, only second time i'll have done this. My husband got the all clear from his stage 3 melanoma at the end of April and we were so happy, but the last few weeks he hasn't been feeling well, low blood pressure, very dizzy all the time and headaches and at times not able to do anything other than lay on the sofa, which can last for a few days. He got in touch with his CNS who made him an appt with…

My husband (who is only 36) has stage 3 melanoma, he's starting radiotherapy next week on his neck after having the lymph nodes removed in January. I'm worried about the side effects as we've been told it will affect his throat and mouth and that he might not be able to eat or drink properly. He's also high risk of it returning, especially in the same area as it had started going beyond 2 of the 6 lymph nodes it had spread…