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All went well until christmas, then I knew something is wrong. Subsequent appointment revealed more abnornal cells or MrI booked for late April, followup in June. Here we go again........yikes :-( x
03 March 2012
We still haven't got round to naming his star. How ever will he manage to find his way to Rendezvous 2200 if we haven't given it the official name yet?!?!! Rendezvous 2200 officially named on 03/04/2012 - everyone told to watch out for shooting stars in the sky at night, daddy is en route. I thought nothing of it. A nice sentiment but shooting stars don't happen.
04 March 2012
Meteor Witnessed Across Britain
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-17249423
If ever I needed a sign...
The Tuesday after the fundraiser was strangely quiet. Gordy spent virtually the whole day in bed as he was completely exhausted. He was wedging his feet up against the wall at the head of the bed to try and ease the swelling. We tried to put together a leg rest with the washing basket and pillows but as soft as the pillows were, they still hurt his skin. How he managed to sleep with his feet up against the wall I do not know, but sleep he did. People were sending him messages on Facebook and SMS texts...
I got 'the phone call' from the Hospital at 9.45pm tonight....raced to get Mom round to look after my daughter and then raced to the Hospital. Got to the Ward at 10.14pm....2 minutes too late....can you believe it? You were still warm as I hugged and kissed you and my tears soaked your face....I just couldn't believe you were really actually dead.
I'm gutted, so gutted I wasn't there to hold your hand as you slipped away. There's only me, Mom and my 5 year old daughter so we've...
Cancer sucks! Yes, it does.
I never, ever thought I would ever get cancer except maybe something of the skin. I have been sunburned way too many times in my life, I am the original pasty white girl. Plus, skin cancer runs in the family. All that sunbathing when young. (Not me, I would never tan, just turn bright red and get fainty.)
I did have a cousin that died from lung cancer at the age of 39 but she started smoking when she was 9, or something.
Everyone in my family lives to be 90 or so. ...
02 March 2012
I held his hand. I kissed his hand. I begged him not to leave me. I told him I needed him. But more importantly I told him I loved him.
He is my hero. He is the Guide and the Weight of My World. He is my everything. And I am his mini-me.
I held his hand. He took his final breath. Or at least we thought he did. He is stubborn. He is brave. He is courageous. He is the most amazing man that I will ever know. He is a fighter. He is my father. He is my daddy.
I miss him.
Rewind.....
I've been looking around the site at various blogs and discussions and I found it quite comforting to read other experiences so I thought I would do the same. Maybe hopefully it will comfort someone else one day, or at least let them know what to expect should they have a similar diagnosis to mine.
December 2012 - Opticians
I applied for a volunteering job, and part of the application was a general health check, doctor, optician, fitness etc. During my opticians’ appointment I was asked about...
My husband took me to the dog show today and friends showed my dog, dident win anything but was nice to get out:)) and see everyone, was getting a bit stir crazy yesterday not being able to do much except face book and watch tv.
Feel well in myself and now managing to sleep a bit on my side so getting some more sleep, I have some very impressive brusies esp the one under my arm from my lymp node, the only down side at the moment is the pain killers are making me very constipaited:(( trying to drink...
