My mothers carer.

The title says it all I suppose, well that's what I was told by her last week ( not for the first time), but this time I do believe she meant it with all her heart. You may know I've always had a difficult relationship with her in fact if I'm truthful she's bullied me all my life and although I con myself into thinking I'm a grown woman and able to deal with her never ending snide snips at me, I'm not. But I was told…

It's been a while since I bored you with my ramblings about mother and the reason being, is that everything SEEMS to be plodding along without much upset at the moment. I had a really good chat with mothers doctor a while ago and she seems to think, like me, there hasn't been very much change in her for some time now...now and again little things crop up that make me think ' hear we go again', like demanding innapropriate…

Can you believe it?? Mother wants a spray tan!!!!! A bloody spray tan, for gods sake. It seems she now thinks she's entitled to everything I do ( I've only ever had 1 spray tan and that was 3 years ago) but she's adamant she will have one. If that wasn't enough to put up with one of her neighbours rang me to tell me she's asked her to look out for a 'maxi dress' for the summer..God alive she's 83, not that there's anything…

I know I've been a bit quiet on here recently. A few reasons why.. I find this site too frustrating to get round easily, but that could be because I'm just being a bit thick! Or just plain can't be botherd? So much has happened since last writing on here,,it all seems so much effort to put into words at the mo.. But since burying great uncle, I'm suprised to say that I've been a bit down.even though I know he had had…

I'm not going to scream, because I don't have the energy. But I will moan... I've already told mother that we can't build her an annex as we are listed ( thank god) and now she's got a bee in her bonnet about me moving in with her because ' it's a lonely life'!! Er, I do have a husband!!! Apart from the fact I cannot and would not move in with her because she's lonely, I can't get over how she would actually let…