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Okay, here I am writing a blog.. never done it before in my life - I can talk for England but can I actually write? mmmmm.. okay, potted history coming up now - dodgy breast with nipple pointing downwards, scared the life out of me but my doctor didn't seem that concerned - I mean it was pointing south and it normally sat pretty much in the middle of the compass... suggested that at my age I should go for my mammogram.. thank god I did, biopsy later, breast cancer... but not that bad.. next appointment...
How do you deal with the fact that your mum has been given a terminal cancer diagnosis? That's what I have been trying to figure out over the lasts 3 months.
So it's been a few days since my last post.., but that hasn't meant that lots hasn't happened. Just that I haven't had a moment to stop and reflect.
On Sunday night Ned got really poorly and started throwing up blood. In a mad panic we raced to our local A&E, where he was taken straight through to be seen. He was still vomiting but there was less blood, and he was tachycardic. They contacted the ENT doctor from the specialist hospital and he drove over to examine him personally. It...
Thursday 24 November 2016
Today was almost a repeat of yesterday. We walked the dogs before going to the hospital for the pre chemo meeting. The meeting went on and on, but I have to say that the nurse was very thorough, and she had a great sense of humour! Lots of scary stuff and side effects explained, but what choice do I have? Im happy that there is a treatment, however brutal it is. I'm going to hope for the best and be glad I'm starting the treatment in 17.5 hours. At least I know what to...
I don't expect anyone to read this. However it's almost 2 am, I can't sleep yet I'm so very tired. I'm fed up of googling my cancer, or worrying that I've pulled a muscle near my scar - I thought getting my thoughts down might be therapy...
Wednesday 23 November 2016.
Today has been good. I still had a lot of what if's, but after a shower and tidy around I ordered a sleep cap and a soft beanie hat for indoors, just so I don't scare anybody when I answer the door after my hair falls out, then a woolly hat that looked nice for outdoors one that wouldn't make my head look too small. My husband has always said I've got a 'pin head' in jest of course, hats are always too big on me, but my thick hair always made up for it. The chemo...
I’ve had a bit of a reaction to the new regime of FOLFOX.
I’ve developed quite bad hand foot syndrome. So bad in fact that I have quite nasty cracks in the skin on the soles of my feet which has meant that anything involving standing up has been incredibly painful. Walking has been a no no!
It was initially thought that it was a reaction to the cetaximab. This causes the skin on my hands and face to dry up but shouldn’t affect my feet. However it was thought that a week off the cetaximab...
One of the hopes in taking Rucaparib is that it will be "better than chemo". But is it?
I'm a week in so it's very early days but let me compare.
Chemo: a week in to the typical gynae cancer regime I would be flattened with long bone pain, shivering with lowered body temperature and breathless from the hit on my red blood cells. I'd be worried about getting an infection so wary of going out. That's just from the chemo itself. I'd have constipation from the anti emetics and...
We spent Saturday traveling to our daughters and her partner and helping them sort things out and un packing boxes. We got fish and chips and sat on deck chairs for the evening in their living room, but it was so lovely being with them. I just had this niggling doubt about that last MRI scan and if it would throw anything up, I hadn't said anything to my daughters, but there was the slightest doubt about my liver. Not a great nights sleep.
Sunday morning was spent in B&Q and getting essentials...
My partner got diagnosed with classic Hodgkin lymphoma in February, she started ABVD treatment and finished in August. On the 6 weeks PET scan her cancer had come back in the same place. [Primary refractory lymphoma] she is about to go back into hospital to start salvage chemo and this will be followed by BEAM and stem cell transplant.
We are only 27, the risk of becoming in-fertile is high which is really getting to her. But for me I just want her to start treatment ASAP. I lost my Dad when my partner...
