I don't expect anyone to read this. However it's almost 2 am, I can't sleep yet I'm so very tired. I'm fed up of googling my cancer, or worrying that I've pulled a muscle near my scar - I thought getting my thoughts down might be therapy...
I've always thought I suffered from IBS, but when this started to feel a little worse I went to my nurse in May. We discussed what it might be and I had…
