Secondary Breast Cancer - but feeling healthy.. guilty and lonely - why??

  • 2nd Post!

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Hi All - I'm back writing again.. tomorrow is the dreaded 4 month MRI. That amazing but naughty bit of machinery that looks inside and finds bad things!! I am sooooo grateful to whoever, well, invented it - but the fear that it instils? - what it can see that I can't or can't feel just scares the life out of me. But.. its a lie down for an hour with some music (I always choose the 'happy' music - its really good) and…

  • Hi - First Post

    FormerMember
    FormerMember

    Okay, here I am writing  a blog.. never done it before in my life - I can talk for England but can I actually write? mmmmm.. okay, potted history coming up now - dodgy breast with nipple pointing downwards, scared the life out of me but my doctor didn't seem that concerned - I mean it was pointing south and it normally sat pretty much in the middle of the compass... suggested that at my age I should go for my mammogram…