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Today is not a good day for me. In fact I am sitting in the garden drinking a bottle of wine and feeling very sorry for myself, I'm not normally a negative person, but having been diagnosed with BC I just don't know how to deal with it. I have my results confirmed tomorrow. My daughter who is six months pregnant with her fourth child is taking me, together with my son. I just feel that I've let them down. I've taken my dog for a walk, which is a big help. She's a yorkshire terrier...
the consultant dropped another thing on us yesterday. mum has a problem with her kidney, its not draining properly and she needs it fixed before chemo can start. we made the 2 hour trip to see him in the most desparate circumstances, mum was sick and in pain. it was terrible.
BUT i have followed it all up and thankfully they have made an urgent appointment for us to see the local oncologist tomorrow! thats good news.
xx
Yesterday I went for my planning appointment for radiotherapy. What an ordeal. My husband said he would take me for planning appointment but cannot take me for the treatment. I found it all very traumatic. Hospital is miles away - and it was more sitting and waiting around. Very little information seems to have been held in my mind. Eventually after CT scan and tatoos I was given a list of 46 appointments. Some morning, some afternoon, some physio, some oncologist appointments. Because I have breast...
Update: 24th September. Actually just seeing how this Blog Post thing works.
Going to Kings Lynn to visit my Sister tomorrow. I haven't been to see her for about 14 years. Not that anything is wrong, Im just so lazy, and my sis travels across to see me a few times a year so I've sort of not had to bother to go to her. That sounds terrible doesn't it, and Im so sorry for my laziness.
Anyway we're off tomorrow to make up for those lost years and Im going to take some pix of her new house...
Haven't had the courage to shave my head yet I keep trying to hold on to it, feel really tired and sleep alot have to force myself to take the puppy out for a walk or I'll just sit there. Next chemo on tuesday and although I know it's not that bad I still don't look forward to it never know what effect it will have as I know it's a culmalative effect if thats spelt right. Am about to go out now with Mister and get some fresh air poor little thing is bored. PS Monna learning to drive was the...
HELLO I AM NEW TO THIS. MY MOM HAS CML AND WAS DX IN 2006. SHE HAS BEEN ON 3 DIFFERENT ORAL CHEMO'S AND WE WERE TOLD THIS WEEK THAT SHE HAS STOPPED RESPONDING TO THIS ONE AND THAT HER LEUKEMIA IS PROGRESSING. THE RESEARCH NURSE IS SEARCHING FOR A CLINICAL TRIAL FOR HER NOW. ANYONE WITH SIMILAR EXPERIENCES OR CAN SHARE SOME EXPERIENCE STRENGTH AND HOPE
http://petitions.number10.gov.uk/Braintumours/ Please urge evryone you know to sign this petition.
Well I finally found my way here after a bit of trying. Strange really few weeks ago I wanted to leave but then when I couldn't sign in I went into complete panic!
Still not sure whether I should stay or go really. Its been just over 8 months since losing my Mum and it just isn't getting any better! People kept telling me it would get easier but it just isn't!!
I miss my Mum every single day and still some days can't believe she has really gone. I have like a video playing in my...
Well, my Mum is just about to go for her final chemo tomorrow and I will go with her for support, she has got through the other 5 cycles really well, no sickness, no major side effect, just two blood transfusions due to white cells being a little low. Looking back to how she was back at the end of May waiting to start Chemo and the little white book she was given with all the potential side effects, I know I wondered then just how bad it was going to beand would she be strong enough to cope.
Now...
My Dad is very poorly at the moment with pancreatic cancer. He spends most of his time sleeping. Some days he is able to still get up but only for a short time, he spends more and more time sleeping sometimes going into a confused coma like state. We have been told by the nurses that this is something that could happen and one day we may not be able to wake him.
I am starting to panic a little about how to cope when Dad dies. How do I cope and stay strong for my Mum, my sister, my children when I...
