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stands for bum day not birthday, meet oncology man today and lets see what he says, not much I'm guessing as next scan is due January and I saw the surgeon last month and she was quite up beat, makes a change from him I call him Mr Pessimist, he can find a dark lining to every silver cloud!! Hubby now in Holland and offshore North Sea, umm he does not 'do' North Sea, how did that happen?? Oh well time to do bum on the stomach and get going!
Well been in to the breast unit today and they were lovely and very efficient, without being clinical.
Ultra sound in the first room, onto see the consultant who reviewed the ultrasound with a med student and said that the smaller lump is a fluid filled cyst and the larger is a hard cyst which they would biopsy. Onto room number 3 and had the fluid drained form the cyst, then the biopsy done on the other one. Results Friday.
Feeling ok at the moment, bit sore but fine, off for a nap then birthday...
Hiya , after reading this site I thought wow what a great idea , write down my journey and hopefully get advice. So here begins ! I was on holiday in Bakewell after celebrating my 50th and silver wedding in Oct . On the 12th i got up, was ok to start with then felt like i was a bit giddy then my left eye started flickering and luckily after that I can not remember ! Ant ( hubby ) said that i felt sick, luckily i went to the loo in our tourer , I then came out and said I had a pain behind my eye,...
Can't let this afternoon pass without recording a smile at the mighty All Blacks and their win. Was that 51 points they scored.......... ?! Yep indeed. And what about the gorgeous Dan Carter. My man was a Kiwi, and I like to think he was sitting with 2 of his brothers, his Ma & Pa in wherever Heaven is and cheering on their beloved team. Hurray! Why I may even have to see if I can get an NZ passport!
The recycling bin is full to the brim, The shredder has steam coming out of it, and an...
Only one more sleep then the day is here.
The lump seems smaller today, i can't tell if it's because it is smaller or if it's just that i'm getting used to it being there. I guess it could be a sign that it is not nasty cells, that it is just a swollen milk duct or something.
My little girl is poorly today, she has a really high temperature and a nasty cough and tomorrow i have to leave her with my mum when all i want to do is cuddle her. Makes me appreciate that at the moment...
I new things were going to get harder just by looking at the chemo schedule. I also new i had come through so far with only minimal side effects of tiredness and nagging headaches. It was bound to get worse I thought.
Over a three week period i was in for 6 days out for 2 days in for 2 days out for 4 days then in for a week. I had 5 chemo sessions with the Methotrexate being increased each time. The last one being 12,000 mg!.I seemed of coped well with only a few small ulcer / inflamed areas at...
Well the operation to remove my left kidney went well, they had to remove some pancreas, some spleen, adrenal glands and lymphnodes - apart from that all went well - I went down to theatre at 1300 and apparently the operation finished at 1930 - I was in hospital until Thursday afternoon and oh boy wasn't it nice to get home - but I have nothing but praise for all of the medical teams that had anything to do with me and my care whilst in.
Now I've got to take it easy and am going to get stronger...
Just tomorrow and Sunday to get through then work Monday morning, then leaving early to get to hospital for appointment at 11.
I keep thinking the lump has gone and maybe i imagined it, then i check again and it's there. Weird. I have found that i've had no appetite this week, i think i'm just worried, did enjoy my cake the other night though:) My friend bought it for me for my birthday which is on Monday, so it's the same day as my appointment. Don't know if that's a good sign...
The Exe estuary can be fairly dismal in autumn!
Sorry about the gap between posts. I'm fine, but things have shifted on from "Wow, they're on the case!" to the prospect of a long samey Groundhog Day winter with a three-week cycle, looking at my chemotherapy tablet schedule.
I've just started my third cycle of docetaxel/cisplatin for what is now pretty certainly cancer of unknown primary, and the routine has now settled. A very boring day - 8.15-5.45 - sitting restlessly about...
How stupid am I. Had a beautiful morning. Took the dog on a very long walk. The sky was so blue, the leaves so orange-red. It was just so beautiful I felt tears. How can this be? The sheer stunning beauty of an autumn morning makes me cry, not with tears of sadness, but just in awe of how amazing all the colours are. Had a happy morning and felt myself smiling as D seemed to be around.
Then came home to some sorting and tidying. How b. stupid am I. Why did I keep going? Like twisting a knife in...
