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Posted by Sophie T on 8 Dec 2011 9:42 PM
She came to live with us cos she needed 24hour care and we didnt want her in a care home. She was only aloud at a cancer home, where people go to die. So we made her live at ours so we could look after her.
Posted by Sophie T on 8 Dec 2011 10:13 PM
I dont forget because i dont think about her, i forget because its so unreal.
- Fantasy ?
Just because she was my nan everyone thinks oh shes just old its ok. She isnt old. She is 63,
- Change in tenses.
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Tonight I am very angry, so angry I dont know where to start.
My husband was supposed to have a cafeter in yesterday, when I left today he still hadnt got one.
He was soaking wet and had been for some time when I got there. He is semi-awake, sometimes he trys to get a bottle but doesnt manage.
Because he is very uncomfortable to be moved around, he is naked lying on his bed with just a sheet over him. He is in and out of sleep,but trys to use a bottle, no curtains around because as I said hes not...
It's been a bit up and down for the past week. We have had days of excessive mucous,nausea, vomiting and exhaustion and some other better days. I think overall things are improving a little. Unfortunately the treatment has upset Pat's Diabetes so we have had a leg infection to cope with.
I, of for my sins got a bladder infection on Christmas Eve and by the time I got to a doctor on Wednesday it had got a hold but is improving.
Tonight we are going in to neighbours to see in the New Year...
Right so feeling like a rant to finish 2011 . At the start of December I had a lump removed that has been there for well over a year. I have been to the doctors/hospital about it several times and after scans have always been told its just a lipoma a fatty lump, nothing to worry about and certainly don't need to remove it! But something has been niggling away in the back of my mind so I went back to the hospital last summer and they agreed to remove it. I had it taken out at the start of December...
Christmas & moving house has been a great distraction however now I am left thinking about what is happening and finding it difficult to not break down. I have so many questions again but the one, the main and most important one is when will I know if they got it all, and if it has spread anywhere else. Trying to organise life post op is quite stressful but I do have amazing friends who have stepped up as I only knew they would. Still, I am utterly terrified of what comes next and can't stop...
Just thought I would write an update as I have been absent from the site for a while.
Well Christmas was not as bad as I thought in some respects. That said, the B&B was shocking and totally unsafe so I checked straight out again. I was so poorly with awful sickness that I went to stay at Parents house. Think they were shocked to see how ill I was after not visiting or having bothered to make much contact since I became ill. I think it did them good to see me like that really. That said they still...
Which is not a good idea at the moment...cos if I cry, I can't breathe also....!! bloody lungs...
Just a couple more days and I get the permanent drain in....so hopefully, that taste from hell in my mouth wll go......and i can start eating normal again.
weighed myself yesterday and i'm just about holding onto 7 stone...so not bad I suppose.
Little and often seems to be the way to do it, I have those fortisip drinks but they taste like shite now...
I've been indoors for a couple of weeks...
Hi I wondered if anyone would be able to help - I received a phonecall this evening from my friend who is in Poland at the moment visiting his mum who is suffering from cancer. Basically, he has been told by doctors there that they have exhausted all the treatment options, and he phoned me to ask if I would know of or could find out about any further treatment options that might be available to his mum in the UK.
Both my friend and his wife are Polish, but live and work in the UK (in Glasgow).
...With the Sun in my face, the shadow I cast does not trouble me.
It is where it should be, behind me.
I look forward, to my future, and I see no shadows.
When I do look back, I know where I am, for I see where I have been.
As my horizon gets closer, and the Sun begins to set
The shadows behind me get longer.
I am small in this World, but as I grow older I cast a bigger shadow.
Perhaps the setting Sun flatters me . . .
At my horizon, all is behind me, all is in shadow.
Looking back, I see them
Emerging from...
