Which is not a good idea at the moment...cos if I cry, I can't breathe also....!! bloody lungs...
Just a couple more days and I get the permanent drain in....so hopefully, that taste from hell in my mouth wll go......and i can start eating normal again.
weighed myself yesterday and i'm just about holding onto 7 stone...so not bad I suppose.
Little and often seems to be the way to do it, I have those fortisip drinks but they taste like shite now...
I've been indoors for a couple of weeks now..except one visit to A&E last week when the brain tumor decided to have a suprise party without warning me to get stronger painkillers...that was the night of the waterfall..!!
On a good note,I've been on all the sales and got some really good bargains....you know when you're a kid and you want to swish around in long dresses like a princess...well I still do..so I got one just for the hell of it...
I don't really know what to do with myself today, which isn't usual for me..I may be indoors but like to keep busy...
Although I've found myself a bit disoriented most times now, and my eyes have gone a bit blurred....
So if you imagine Mr Magoo in a long frock................that's me.................
much love from Jackie xx
2011
