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no different from Monday, Saturday, etc. I am so fed up of being so sad. I am trying everything that the text books say to do. at the end of the day tho I am still on my own with no-one to talk to. i write to you in my book every day. why? you are not here to read it. i want peace and i want to think of you with a smile on my face but right now i am so angry with myself for not doing something to change how i am feeling. its like trying to pick up a house. impossible...i have been sat in a park in...
Suffering cramps again but thankfully everything else ok so cant be that bad.Managing to eat a bit.Not much but an improvement.Will be glad to get back to work but think a couple of months yesterday.Got lots of jobs to do though and weekend will be putting plants in the garden just have to pace myself!!! Thinking of all on site, stay strong positive as know how tough this bloody disease is x
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I was told yesterday that I need more surgery. They are going to take my ovaries out in August. They want me to lose more weight before doing the operation. I had my mastectomy last July and I am starting to feel like i go to hospital in the summer instead of going on holiday.
So many new people which is sad. I wish none of us were on here. I really do. But since we do have this dreadfull illness, or are caring for a loved on who has it, then this is a great place .Especially in those early days when your diagnosis is what shocks you awake, nags at your mind when you're needing sleep and dominates most moments of your day. To be able to come to a site like this, and to share some talk, some tears, some laughs, some fears. You can walk alone but why? When you can...
Well first day and i breezed in to chemo ward nice and early! had to get up at 6 to be there for 9. I have had so many canulas and been put out twice for my operations but today i had canula put in and promptly passed out! the nurses thought id had a fit lol but it was just me and the thought of needles and chemo. I think all the talk of what to do when your temp goes up and side effects made my brain think Iv had enough of this!!
After all that it wasnt that bad and i have three more days of it...
The Diamorphine was increased at the weekend to meet pain levels.
Julie looks at me with a blank expression that is making me feel very lonley.
Conversations are very one-sided.
Are we near the end ?, I don't know, nobody does.
Forward planning does not exist.
Company is a box of soft tissue
Well my Dad was devestated when i got cancer he cried so much bless him now im feeling much better and he goes n collapses. He had a quad heart opp five weeks ago n then on Fri he collapses, they operated there n then and his aorta burst flooding his body with blood. they put stainless steel in his body. Yesterday he looked alot better and despite a bandage that i saw was bloody and alot of bruising caused by what me n him call the vampire blood taker he asked for chocolate! Bless.
I keep complaing...
I had the first of my last set of exams EVER today! Can't wait for them to be over, but so far they're going well. I'm sure Andrew is helping me out with them somehow :D
http://veryyoungwidow.blogspot.com/2011/05/exam-time.html
Thank you to my lovely readers, hugs to you all, especially to those who leave me comments!
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hi everyone just to say i will be offline for a wee while charger is broken for my lappy so dont worry im fine and im off to scotland to see my wee mum who is 85 and has in need of my help right now lol!!! well maybe im in need of help right now if i make it on the long journey to scotland by bus the train wanted an arm and a leg to get there so bus it is now remembering im sick probably have a right dose of the trots before i get there many times because of the chemo last week so im praying thursday...
Hi - has anyone else experienced pain in the breast affected by cancer? I get shooting pains and one side of the tumour is tender - even bras are uncomfortable as they lie across the lump! I noticed after the biopsies that the pain became worse. Up until now I had always been told cancer was painless but this one isn't!
Just wondered if anyone had experienced anything similar. Thx
Fi x
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