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My beloved husband died on the 16th October 2009 after a 6 year battle with tongue cancer which then spread to his liver. He had been so brave and never moaned or complained even though he couldn't eat proper food only liquids due to the chemo and radiotherapy destroying his saliva glands I am so angry that he died but he was in so much pain and discomfort at the end that he couldn't take any more. I can't believe that I will never see or speak to him again, everybody says it will get easier...
21/12/09 this day i will remember for ever! MRI scan is normal, cant quite believe it, the nightmare is over i have survived the most awful year but have come out the other side!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Would not of been able to do it without the support of my great family and friends
To those who are still battling, keep the faith love to you all xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Right, here we go. I'm a 47 year old man who got diagnosed with cancer of the right tonsil on Dec 8th 2009. Since then I've had the obligatory scans, checks etc and are planned to go in to hospital on Jan 4th 2010 to have two lymph nodes removed from my neck and 12 (yes, count 'em!) molar teeth removed. I've then got a week in hospital, 2-3 weeks at home followed by 6weeks chemo/radiotherapy. Roll on Spring '10!
To date, I've had no pain or discomfort, the only sign is a lump...
Woke up at 04.00 it's getting much colder
grabbed my pink blanket to wrap round my shoulder
Snuck down the stair my knees...how they creek....
the banister rail needs dustin this week!!
I'm tryin to be quiet cos hubby is snorin
watchin repeats on the telly... it is so borin!
Then I think to myself... My neighbour? His lift?
Hasn't turned up for work? then I notice... THE DRIFT!
Now I've set off in a mad panic
I've a dental appointment my depression is manic!
I can glide down the...
Its 18 months since I had my right lung removed, Six months ago i was signed of from the hospital for a year. I have been to my GPs regular re my breathing all I am given is antibiotics. I am now really gasping if I excert My self like Walking, getting dressed etc.
Who or what is the best thing to see or do. By the way I am 74 Yrs of age and feeling as if no one wants to know.
I can't believe my lovely Paul will never come home. I'm so sad . All i can remember is the awfull time he died. Him struggling for breath his funny colour his half open eyes and the stillness of his chest. The sheer terror i felt the total panic and desperation cos i didn't want him to leave me but knowing he should to stop this awfull cruel spitefull desease.
How can i go on . I feel like a robot just going through the motions. I do have really happy times but i just want him with...
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i am sitting here shaking i do not know how i feel i cant explain it properly just not right, i am just so easily frustrated at the moment and my mood is awful, its so close to xmas and i worry i am wasting the atmosphere i promised the kids i'd make cakes today but i just cant bring myself to do it or find the strength/energy. i had chemo mon/tues and uptill yesterday i felt ok, last night i started off with a sore neck and by this morning i am sore right down to my ribs especially under my arms...
For the first time in 16 months Bert slept all night, I didn't cos I kept expecting him to waken for the toilet. He can't get himself out of bed when he wakes up as he is normally in pain and can't get his legs to work. 7am he woke I got him up for the loo and sneaked back into bed as it was freezing.
I never heard him come out of the loo never noticed him either as I was reading the next hing is a very loud clatter as he falls down the stairs.
I found him sitting on the bottom step...
My grandad has had cancer for a while now, and the lump he has at the moment is his 4th. They operated and took as much as they possibly could from the 3rd which then followed chemotherapy and biotherapy from which he had a bad sin reaction on his face. Pretty much once the treatment had finished another lump appeared and unfortunatley they cannot operate more. He waited to see if it was an infection and the biopsy results confirmed last tuesday that it was indeed cancer again, and this time aggressive...
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