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OMG am I going mad I ask myself. After the calmness taking over yesterday getting the results I then slept for about 2 hours altogether.
I spent the lonely dark hours thinking is it possible to be too positive. It feels like tempting fate is this normal???. I have been reassuring all around me that this is ok and that I am stronger than this, a battle I will win and then alone in the dark I then start to doubt, I think because this is all new to me I dont really understand this grading system (ignorant...
Hi everybody.
Since i lost my wife 8 weeks ago i find it very hard to cope all day i walk the house i end up in our bedroom sitting on the bed with her photos all around me just talking to her and crying i miss my wife terribly i feel i dont want to go on. I was told about Macmillan Cancer Support i got in touch with them and they put me in touch with Hospice as they run a support group so i went to my first session yesterday. Every body talked about thier loss and grief wich helped me to talk...
Okay, we've got a diagnosis, its stage 4 lung cancer and you know what, i'm really, really furious. (hence the title of my blog, sorry, if its offensive, can change, let me know).
My mum is someone I have admired all my life, as are most of our mums. But she's amazing, always has been. So why her, she's done nothing but work hard and be a good person her whole life. She brings Education initiatives to kids and schools around the world, Malawi, mountain village in Thailand and so on,...
Hi there everyone, been reading everyone else's blogs for a while now and have been laughing and crying along with all of you. You are all so brave!
Have edited this blog down from yesterday - did get it out of my system, but felt I had given too much info! LOL
So here is just the short version..... Mum had bowel cancer 2 years ago. Had tumour removed and has been fine up until last routine scan which showed a shadow on her ovary, near to the part of the bowel where the cancer was. She will...
Monday, October 5th 2009
It's only been 72 hours since the op and apart from the many tubes/drains coming out of his body you would never know he's had a major operation (and a small one). This morning, he was able to shower (sitting down) and shave himself. He no longer needs the oxygen but still has the saline/sugar/pottasium drip and the magical push button for pain.
He's had a couple of lows during the last 2 days all mainly to do with irrigation of the stents and catheter. At one...
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I am not very good with finding my way around web sites and have no idea if I will ever find my way back here. I have managed to get to add my name to the list of others petitioning against car parking charges and hope it helps.
I'm 53 and was diagnosed with bladder cancer last October. CIS and a Ta (grade 111) tumour which was removed. I have had 3 lots of BCG washouts and bladder mapping. I see my Consultant again tomorrow to hear the results of the last lab test and broach the subject...
2 weeks ago got the news I had been waiting for no further spread of cancer and secondary mets have not changed. This morning I have woke up and found new lump in my leg scared to go to doc's to see if it is related to my cancer. Has any body eles experianced swollen lymph nodes in legs ? I am also suffering from extreme muscle spasams and thought these two could be related !
Well had to wait nearly 1 hour over stated appointment time, do they not realise just how stressful it is, if I had been attached to a ecg machine Im sure they would have had me in intensive care. Finally the sicky feeling has gone I now know what the results are. Hope this makes sense to some of you cos it made my head spin a bit....grade 2 cancer but nodes showing clear, consultant fantastic explained that it would have to be removed plus a node clearance followed by radiotherapy. The next thing...
I thought I was doing ok over the past couple of weeks but all alone last night I thought i'd sort out some photo's of Dad to put in some frames that I bought. Major blub session!! The reality that Dad's not here in body anymore came over me and had to put the photo's away cos I did'nt want them to get wet. The guilt came again of maybe I could have done more. If I'd pushed the doctors earlier Dad may still be here. Dad should be here, he was so fit before this damned cancer...
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