I don’t post much but am struggling with quite a lot of guilt at the moment. My mum has terminal cancer - mouth and lungs. She has been in and out of hospital/hospice since early December but came home to us four weeks ago. Over the last week she has deteriorated quite a lot, losing all her strength in her legs, and we have been really struggling to look after her at home so I made the decision yesterday to move her back to the hospice. The thing is she has a temperature now so is being quarantined so I can’t even go and visit. I feel awful now about moving her to the hospice - if I had known I would have tried to manage here for a bit longer. In my head I know it is best for her to be in the hospice but I still feel guilty about it.
