Hi
I'm very sorry to hear that your grandad recently passed away. It must have been devastating for you.
There is no right or wrong way to feel as everyone grieves differently. When you feel ready have a look at this information from Macmillan on coping with bereavement.
You might also like to join the bereaved family and friends group as you can share your feelings with others who will understand how you feel. To join just click on the link I've created and then choose 'join this group' on the page that opens. You can then introduce yourself and post your question after selecting 'start a discussion' and join in with existing conversations by clicking on 'reply'.
Sending a supportive ((hug))
"Never regret a day in your life, good days give you happiness, bad days give you experience"
