A Difficult Day..

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I'm running myself ragged trying to pack the house up on my own as I'm in the process of moving. Then, just at the stage I'd emptied the contents of the attic onto my bed for sorting I went to the kitchen and discovered a leak pouring water across the floor!

Cue a call to insurance emergency cover .. I was doing well till the lady asked if I had anyone to help me. At which stage my tiredness, worry and emotions as I explained I had no one as my husband had recently passed away all combined and I turned into a snivelling, weepy wreck down the phone.  I'm usually quite together but the awfulness of realising everything is down to me now was overwhelming.

The plumber turned up some hours later at 9pm by which time I'd almost frozen from no heating, with a load of snow outside,  but I had cleared the bed enough to get in it. 

Reality of life without your partner comes up and slaps you in the face when you least expect it.              I miss him so much x