Hi All
Not sure why really but feeling alone at the moment. My children have been out doing things a little more, everyone getting back to normal!
I have seen my dad, he has done some handyman jobs for me. I have been to work but because of zones etc, left alone in my room, generally on the telephone or computer. Seeing less patients.
It is coming up to scattering Ric, maybe that is it. I do want to do it, he can't sit in a cardboard tube forever. And I do want to set him free. But it is sort of final but then so is death and it is not going to make him come back clinging to his ashes! I was saying to dad, because he was repairing a garden planter Ric made me, that it is going into 8 months now, 31 weeks yesterday! It has been quick but slow! I would love one more conversation and hug. I miss him so much.
I am making plans to move forward but then I think again, should I? Just wish I could move forward with him.
Love and hugs Alison xxx
