When my darling Wife passed away almost 3 years ago, the old me died with her. It is almost as if a new me was born then. The problem is that I no longer really know who I am or what I am. I have done things out of character and had mad moments and I feel as if I am wondering in a new, alien, world. It is almost as if slowly I am losing my mind. I feel that the old me has gone forever and I’m struggling to cope. I I hate the new me and what is happening to me. Am I talking rubbish or have others felt the same?
