My hubby passed six weeks ago after a short journey was only diagnosed 13th Dec 2018, 4 chemo's which put him in hospital for two weeks, then six weeks radiotherapy, that ended then he landed up in hospital for six weeks as the cancer had broken the sternum, two weeks at home then 5 days hospice where he passed. It was such a lovely place i cannot express it enough.
We where married for 53 years on the 1st October.
I was diagnosed with cancer 3 and half years ago incurable, and he has been at my side every step of the way,, had to go for my latest ct results last Wednesday on my own, was the hardest thing i have had to do, he always touch my hand and reassured me.
The nurse and my oncologist new he had passed and where so kind, but i was in pieces , but i had good results so i know he is still looking after me.
I am finding each day seems to be getting, a little harder, but he would want me to now look after myself, and of course our grown up children ho are finding it hard without their dad.
I have just had a letter in the post from the Hospice with some words of comfort and i thought i would like to post them.
Miss me.............but let me go
When i come to the end of the road and the sun has set for me, i want no rites in a gloom filled room.
Why cry for a soul set free.
Miss me a little, but not for long, and not with your head bowed low.
Remember the love we once shared, Miss me ...but let me go. For this is a journey we all must take and each must go alone. It's all the master's plan, a step on the road to home.
When you are lonely and sick of Heart
Go to the friends we know and bury your sorrow in doing good deeds.
Miss me .....but let m go.
Take Care All Ellie xx
"You Never Walk A Lone"
