Hi there,
Its coming up to the year anniversary of my husband, Johns death. He had just been diagnosed with lung cancer but he took a turn which we think was a blood clot and didnt come out of it the day after his full diagnosis. Its almost a year (17th July) and Im feel its worse for me now. I miss him so much.
I have had to do so much, make so many decisions and yet they are all blurry, I still dont feel any joy and this month hurts so much.
I just need to put this out there, I dont need anyone to fix me, just to understand.
