So, today is 3 years since I lost my beloved Jay to bowel cancer. It just hardly feels like that the time has gone by so quickly and still feels like yesterday. Nothing major planned to mark it just here on my own with my memories just a day just now like any other day. I feel I have moved on be it ever so slightly not as much as I hoped but then there is a saying that some things are a `marathon and not a race`. Just wish he was here to see all the good things that have happened in those 3 years but no doubt he will be somewhere in the universe watching all that's going on. Had some challenges as well without him but hope he's somewhere giving me a helping hand with those sometimes he just knew like my dad how to sort things out without having to actually think about it or know the right words to say so hopefully the two of them are up there guiding me through my troubles.
