Miss my dad everyday.. Worked with asbestos and totally.. Freaking out because know partner going for a psa test soon . Was diagnosed with prostrate cancer treated but still worried and I do have negative.. Cancer but I know in my head . Success stories . but I always think and feel what the person going through . I suffer from eupd Or bordaline personality disorder.. And still struggling with alcohol in my head. Know rambling on but I need to talk.. Because usually keep to myself and end up looking at a bottle which.. Been in rehab after loss of my dad.
