God that song by rem is so powerful ....im sat ready for beddy cuddling lindseys teddy bear chug hes a monkey we won ten year ago and she took him everywhere with her on holidays and when she was sick in hospital...when she got really il i give her my teddy bear charlie from build a bear and it made her feel.safe .when she passed away i put charlie in her coffin .so we could look after each others teddy bears ...typing this out i have tears rolling down my face and a lump in my throat ....i love you lindsey i wish i could have you back i wish you where here stroking my head ....i love you my wife .i hope your in my dreams tonight and we can be together .
always together forever x
