hi everyone been a while since I last posted, this weekend is the 1st anniversary of my wonderful husbands passing, it’s been a really tough year and it doesn’t seem to be getting any better, people tell me that it will get better but it just seems to be getting harder, it just seems so unreal that he has been gone from me a year already, he had so much to live for he was only 51 years old when he passed away and we had so many wonderful plans for the future, he was a wonderful husband and sole mate, he was also a wonderful father, son,brother and friend, hard working and caring, he was a farmer and we had so many plans for the future with the farm, I still feel so lost and lonely without him by my side, we done nearly everything together my darling husband was my friend and my sole mate I miss him so very much x
