Is This Real?

I lost my husband three months ago now and the pain is unbearable. I’m in my 30s with a young child and so this at least gets me up and functioning each day. His passing was so quick and very unexpected. I’m not really sure why I am here - I guess just looking for some support and hoping that someone out there can reassure me that this will get easier. I still can’t quite believe what has happened and still feel I am going to wake up from the nightmare and he will be there beside me. It is a daunting prospect, having to navigate life without him by my side and I am just hoping that I can make him proud. Sending each of you love during your own difficult situations.