I lost my beloved husband after a hard year to cancer i had lost my whole family to this curse of a disease he was my rock thru all this i am completely without him .friends feel awkward round me and i end up bottling my feelings and comfort them i hope we can all help each other on this group as we are a family that no one wants to belong too but fully understand each other.
Losing a husband or wife is a pain i can never describe
I only found this group today
Thank you its bryans first anniversary on friday i have myself so worked up and i don't know why everyday is hard but i just feel its another hurdle to get over 
