Just need a hug. Feeling lonely

Hey! Hang in there Alison, shit days, shit people pushing and pulling you about! F**k em all, you're in charge now and I've seen how strong you are, how far you've come and how well you've done! A small step back isn't worth s**t on your recovery road and you are well down that road....oh and a hug!

Hi Mccmcc

Thank you. I know how far forward I have got. I won't give in or go back. 

I should get my covid results today and then hopefully back at work. I am pretty sure it is only my asthma. I have lived with it for some while. Dark nights are not good and I am an out and about person. I need company. 

I have blocked the guy so unless he sees me around, I should be able to avoid him. I had got him out of my system, laughed it off and moved on from.him. or so I thought! 

I am a strong lady but it is just the wrong time of year, nearly at the year stage! Covid is making everything so difficult for us all. Hopefully we can all look back soon and say we smashed it all. 

Hope all still going well for you

Take care Alison xxx

Hi all,

At least the covid test is negative as I expected! But they did forget to notify me!!! I had to go via the back door for results. So frustrating but a relief to be able to get out again. 

Feeling a bit more happy today 

Thank you all

Love and hugs Alison xxx

Hi Alison 

good news 

you can go out and get back to work how is the asthma now are you feeling better 

take care 

Martin x

Hi Martin

Yes feeling a bit better. Not coughing as much. Just gets a bit waring! Good way to keep people away though!

Back to work Monday. Going to my dad's for roast on Sunday which will be nice. My daughter has a date and Halloween party tomorrow! She has a more exciting life than me!!! I think she needs a nice evening, she is a bit upset still about her friend. I was forgetting that they had a primary school reunion at the end of the summer and they had all had a good time. I think it has brought back a lot of memories. My children have lost far too many close people to them! 

Hope you had a good day xxx

Hi Alison 

I saw the post yesterday did not know really what to she was young to do something like that 

I know you children have been through a lot I don’t know how they cope with how much loss at such a young age  I still struggle some days 

work I can’t be asked that normal Saturday feeling for me your life will get better you are a very positive lady 

take care 

Martin x

Hi Martin

It was shocking. So sad..she has gone to another old school friend's tonight. This friend lived in America for 5 years and has just come back, they were all friends at primary so all kept in touch and she also was good friends with her so they can help each other. Just tragic she couldn't get help. I am lucky my two talk to me about everything from sex to daily life. 

I don't think the weather is too good tomorrow. I don't have much planned this weekend really. There are some leaves back!!! But I am going to let my chest recover. 

I am going to have an early bath, watch some crap on Netflix and have a rum tonight I think. My son is home. He is trying to save for his own place. 

Try and find something different to do tomorrow. Treat yourself

Xxx

Hi Alison 

Saturday up go do food shopping pick my mum up drop her in town to get her hair done home think about housework  but sit and give up 
been to fish and shop  put washing on lol 

now watching love actually going to have good cry should not have watched it 

enjoy your roast I’m so jealous of you having a roast 

take care 

Martin x

Hi Martin

If you lived closer I would cook yiua roast. You can't actually best one! 

Your day sounds full. I have a nice pile of washing done to iron and info too much if that but can't best creased clothing. 

I have done a a shop to collect Monday after work.

A good cry is good sometimes and it is a good film. 

Xxx

Hi Alison 

thank you for offering to cook me dinner I know I live to far away but thank you  

ironing is okay I don’t mind do that but I don’t have much iron lol 

my day start of okay then I give up lol shopping does not take long 

take care 

Martin x