done which might have helped keep him here longer ? Spoiling this break for my Sister .Why is this Life so Shite for us all in this group? No wonder we are all so Depressed . While the World around us goes on ,we suffer our traumatic loss surrounded by Happy families and lovers walking hand in hand . It ' s so Painful. . And still I blame myself for missing the signs. I hope this existence will get better for us all soon. It's Unbearable. It's 3 am and I can't sleep.But I can't listen to a Podcast or boring facts to help me fall sleep cos' it would wake my sister up. 
