I lost my Nick 24 weeks ago, 6 months, I can't believe it really. I still feel so heartbroken and I feel like it just happened. I don't think I'm doing well at all.
I'm trying to keep up with all the financial things and this week I remembered it would've been Nick's mum's birthday so I contacted a cousin of Nick's to say if possible would she be able to put some flowers for Nick. She kindly said she would and sent me a picture today. I'm very grateful to her.
None of Nick's family talks to me since he passed. His dad didn't come to the funeral directors and when he did come to the house about 10 days later he stormed out as I wouldn't let him search my loft. He threw the Eulogy at me and said I could burn it if I liked. None of them spoke to me at the funeral.
The thing is that on the picture his cousin sent me I can see that Nicks name has been added to the stone underneath his mum's name. Its covered up strategically but its got his birth year on it.
I understand everyone can do whatever memorial they like - Nick wanted a tree dedicated to him for example. But just a note to say they'd done it would've been nice.
Am I being horrible to think they could've said something?
