The worst part for me was not talking to anyone visibly, it was not the same on the phone, its that human contact i find.the hardest, it makes being alone a lot harder.
I would not say i am lonely i have always been ok with my own company, its being a lone, when you have always been the two of you. a part of you is missing.
The house is so quiet and empty, and sometimes Erie.
Our halves would want us to carry on for them and ourselves, and while we do they will also live, if only by the memories they have left behind.
