afternoon All,
im having one of those days we’re i don’t want to get out this bed. Why is this grief so tough. One minute you think your dealing with it ok next your back in that pit of despair. I am honestly wishing my life away. I want to fast forward a few years just to see if there is any glimmer of hope this pain eases at all. I cling on to that saying times a great healer. I hope so for us all because I can’t bare the thought of always suffering like this. I have a heart scan coming up soon I’d be shocked if they say it’s fine. I don’t know how anyone can cope with this much pain and it doesn’t effect our own health X
sending you all hugs Jane x
