I had the most awful dream two days ago that took me about half an hour of standing by the kettle to realise it was not real. Disturbed me enormously.
I dreamt that me and my partner - who was looking a bit ill, were worrying about what to do as the funeral was going to happen that afternoon and he was not dead. He was saying that we should go ahead, all the people were outside and it was all planned, but I was saying how can we do that. There was also silly nonsense in it and it went on rather like an episode of Father Ted but I woke up really worried about what to do and even when had got out of bed and making tea I was still unsure. It unsettled me for the rest of the day.
I dream about him but not as disturbing at that.
Am I going mad ?
Allison boom boom!!!! 
I've had some really weird dreams these last few days as if my brain is on overdrive at the moment but I can only assume it's part of a process!
It's less than three weeks since I was living in another country!
So maybe I need to go a bit bonkers....
"Sometimes life is hideous, other times it's worse!"
