Hello everyone .Another first went back to work after 6 months off .It all went well the worst part was not ringing Bill on my break and then when I got in he wasnt there waiting for me.Ah well survived it dont really know,how I feel very much in the moment just these unpredictable waves of grief.They just come out of the blue .As stupid as It seems this still feels very unreal even as Bill got more incapacitated and things started to change I still thought he would rally again as he had done on previous occasions .Thank goodness for this group it really helps .Love to you all x
