Thank you for the many messages on here, i can not believe it is only two weeks ago today that i lost my husband, it feels like ages. I am finding i can not retain information, so writing things down. Just trying to put one foot in front of the other whilst still making funeral arrangements. Keep being told to stay strong, i don't want to be strong i want to sit in the corner and howl and feel just a bit sorry for myself that my life and my children's has changed and will never go back to how it was before. We we not finished there should have been more. Sorry. Thank you for listening.
