Hello everyone hope you all managed to get through another day.Its a year today since I lost Alan and I knew I would struggle but I did not know how much.went to the cemetery with family and I was ok until I placed his flowers down,It felt like I had been hit with a sledgehammer,I’m never going to see him again,hold his hand or have a cuddle.and I’m frightened because I can’t remember what he sounded like.been lying in bed looking at pictures and trying to remember his voice,has anyone else forgot what their husband/wife sounded like,just can’t stop crying.just wish I could hear him again,God this is a hard horrible journey.Sorry for being so negative just one of them days.hugs to everyone struggling today.....Val x
