re lumps in forearm.

Well, I am still waiting for results from biopsy and scan, Drs think it is Metatastic due to the last 2 tumours under my armpit, I did have 6 now I have 8, I know those lymph nodes. are in the arm and well pretty much everywhere, The last two was pretty difficult to get rid of with Radiotherapy and as a result, spread to my arm, Since January 2020, I finished my Radiotherapy Jan 2nd 2020, this has come up since then, Am I worried, slightly. more concerned, This cancer was extremely aggressive, my thoughts are to remain positive that is getter harder with each passing day, It feels like I am an outsider looking in, My surgeon was brilliant when she took the latest biopsy, she told me they were all the same inconsistency some bigger than others but they were all deep, not attached to tendons, so what can it be? I am feeling very tired and have pain in my arm, I don't want it to drag me down, as I am quite a positive person, it gets harder each day, I have only this site where I can voice my fears, I could not discuss it with my mother, she is a vicious spiteful person, who likes to interfere in our lives, I must await the outcome whilst locked down, can talk to my family but just to see them looking worried is not so pretty, Where do I go from here Lord only knows.