Hello
I wish I'd thought to look here before!
From my diagnosis during colonoscopy in February, my colorectal surgery 3 weeks ago, and my impending chemotherapy, I still don't feel like this is really happening to me. People say that I'm being brave, but I feel a bit numb.
I have had small wobbles of tears, especially when waiting for CT results, but nothing major. I'm not usually one to hold back emotionally.
It's probably not helping that the world outside has changed considerably since my surgery, nothing is normal!
I wonder if anyone else has felt the same?
