Hello
I was diagnosed with colon cancer in April of this year having initially having appendicitis this time last year, and it all went from there. I was treated with antibiotics and was ok at first, but come February/March this year I was diagnosed. Had a tumour removed and was doing ok until ct scans found abnormalities, and bang, it was back. That was a month or so ago and now its found it's way to my rectum. I'm having hipec surgery at Christie's next week so overall I'm lucky that something can be done. I would be lieing if I said I little bit of me thinks it might be best if I don't wake up from the operation and just drift off. It's been a hideous year. But that's just a very small part of my thinking. I'm staying strong & positive and hopeful of getting better and getting back to normal. I'm back in work etc and have been for a number of months and doing ok. Was disappointed it came back, gutted in fact, but I'll get there!
