Scanxiety right now

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Enough said I know all that have been there know the score, I just need to say it, its that time for us.....there.....

i ..released to the universe, Mother Earth can have it....I often would offer to my clients (I am counsellor by profession) that it is good to walk out your feelings, with each step release the feelings, give them to Mother Earth she can take them and when she is full she needs to  release to, and  back to earth In the form of a thunderstorm.

Today she gave me back all I have given to her recently, she roared she flashed, she released loads and loads of rain all those spent tears of water......I was reminded of my own words as I stood out in the rain and I actually smiled as I watched Mother Nature release all i and others have given her to hold....she was full.......scanxiety time. .......Mother Nature empty now and ready to hold more. 

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    Wonderful, thank you.

    I will be two years cancer free by the end of this month. Another CT and first colonoscopy since diagnosis due in Sept. Occasional niggly abdo pains so scanxiety through the roof already. Reading this post helps, I live amongst Mother Nature and I must remind myself to thank her for everything.

    Nicky

  • Nicky glad that what I wrote resonates with you, well done on being two years cancer free. Understand the scanxiety. good luck and best wishes.

      we are five months since diagnosis my hubby had MRI on Saturday  and he is having his  CT today, this is post chemo radiotherapy which he had for five weeks.

     MDT planned for next Monday to see what next, hoping and praying for good results, mainly trying to trust positivity. Holding on to good days. Trying to trust the process. X