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i had some good news yesterday.....now dont get too excited. since i have been 'ill' i have been turned down for income support, disability allowance and most others benefits cos i can live on £79.15 pw. imagine my surprise when i received a cheque for income support in yesterdays post for.....40p!!!!!! talk about a waste of money. lol. anyway, feeling a little better today. can actually stand without falling over.
hugs and kisses to all
sue
I don't know what's come over me today but I feel remarkably chipper under the circumstances. Anyone would have thought it was a sunny day as I was singing along to Bananarama at the top of my voice on the way to Northampton this morning. (Good thing about driving yourself is not having to worry about how bad you sound). And then Chris (Evans - it was Radio 2) played one of my all-time favourites Golden Brown by The Stranglers and I realised I was feeling very light-hearted as if on a bright...
Today i has been 7 weeks since i lost my dad. Where has the time gone????
I can't believe it has been 7 weeks since that day, 7 weeks since i last saw him. I just can't believe how quick the time has gone yet in some ways it still feels like it has been one long dream that has only lasted 1 night and if i'm lucky i might still wake up.
This morning i bumped in to someone in our village and she said I was so sorry to hear about your dad, how is his treatment going??
Granted i don't...
I took my daughter to the hairdressers today and after 20 +mins of her screaming and crying "no you are not touching my hair" she calmed down enough to let the nice young girl cut 4 inches off. not that you can really tell with her long blonde locks.
But we have just sat down and i said 'see it wasn't that bad was it' she no but grandad like twisting it.
What can i say???
She says i want to make him happy.
So do i babes i said.
I saw my consultant on monday to talk about my treatment which will start sept 10th so the waiting is over at least,had to have another bone marrow sample as previous one hadnt been enough so they wanted more! ouch didnt hurt quite as much as last one so perhaps im getting used to it not.
so looking forward to my first treatment of R-CVP and to hopefully feeling abit better than i am now.
Pete.
I went to see my doctor at the local cancer hospital, I have now been told that the surgery I had has managed to remove all the melanoma I had and the scan did not show any further cells floating around.........He has asked me to go onto the Avastin study, of which I will do, I have been told that I have a very high chance of this melanoma will come back.......... but if any one has information I can read about it, I would be greatful.....I will try to keep thhis blog going, but , like diaries.....
OMG the past 2 days have been rough. i feel fine till i stand up then my legs go weak and i almost black out. took me 15 mins to make a cuppa this morning which was cold when i finished making it. got to get some brekkie to take my tablets...thats gonna be interesting!!! lol. ill be better tomorrow... i hope. sue
"Everything's fine and we don't need to see you for 3 months". Nice.
xx
Today was again a very difficult day for me and Val's family as we attended her funeral at the local crematorium. The reality has finally begun to sink in that this is no longer a bad dream from which I and all concerned will awake to find beloved Val there by my side and still laughing at life as she always did.
Having spent the dark days since her death on Monday 16th 2010, mostly in tears and wishing that I too could pass over, so I could be by her side in heaven, I inwardly made a resolution...
Friday August 20th 2010
So here's the full low-down on my day in hospital. It's a bit endless, but it's meant to give those who come after the full monte - I'm not forcing you to read it, lol.
I wasn't particularly nervous about going in - I was just so desperate to get the procedure done, I seemed to have been waiting for ever, and I felt, rightly or wrongly, that the delays might be exposing me to unnecessary risks. Also I became paranoid that I would get some cold or flu that...
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