Today I realised I have been holding my breath for the past four weeks - and was able to breathe properly again. We met with our oncologist and got the staging results - T3/N0/1/M0 - and know that the plan now is chemo and surgery and then more chemo - I can now allow myself to believe that we can beat this thing and come through it - I know life will never be quite the same again - its always going to be there lurking…