I had VIN 3 about 12 years ago which was successfully excised and the addition of CIN which was caught in routine colposcopy's. Although I regularly check for abnormalities life went back to normal until about three or four months ago when a small lump on my outer labia started to persistently itch. Some routine pre-holiday topiary and I could see that the small lump was discoloured and whilst not as dark in colour as my previous VIN, looked suspiciously similar. Perhaps psychosomatically at about the same time I was also getting increased itching around my perineum although no amount of athletic mirror gymnastics in the 'right light' shows any discolouration. Both have become problematic in recent weeks so.....
After successfully battling the NHS app and the Dr's receptionist I finally got to see a Junior Doctor and whilst I do not mean to disrespect she didn't remind me of a scared rabbit when I explained my history and was navigating her around my affected areas and previous battle scars. After rather gingerly taking some external swabs and insisting on repeating a smear test, she has thankfully made an 'urgent referral' to the Suspected Cancer Gynaecology Assessment Service, which is now where my lack of patience is apparent with the level of frustration I am currently feeling. The referral was made over a week ago and on the magic NHS app now shows as being 'overdue' and still not been reviewed. I contacted the hospital directly today to be informed that the referral has been received, but they currently do not have clinic capacity to give me an appointment.
I am scared, nervous and feeling totally out of control and whilst I absolutely understand the pressures that the NHS are under right now (I work in social care) am I out of order or being unreasonable in my desire to want an appointment as soon as possible?
You are not being unreasonable in the slightest. I completely understand how you’re feeling as I’m in a similar situation myself right now. I don’t know your financial circumstances but have you considered calling your local private hospital? They too are busy right now but it’s worth a try. Other than that, I’d check your lump regularly and any changes you need to speak in your GP about as they may be able to help/advise. Do you have a gynaecologist dept you can speak to too?
I do feel for you as anxiety doesn’t help in the slightest. My current mantra is ‘stay calm and positive’.
I’ve previously had 2 WLE’s for VIN3, clear for 5 years and after a smear test 1 month ago, I how have high grade dyskaryosis combined with the dreaded itch down there. I’m waiting for a colposcopy appointment, but as we know it’s easy to focus on a worse case scenario.
Sending good vibes to you,
Good luck 
Supersare
