Hi Amanda.
I can’t find any more posts from you so I don’t know what you’ve had done. Perhaps you could fill in some details on your profile. It will save time you repeating what’s happened when people reply.
I hope you get somewhere with a place at the Marsden and I hope you start feeling a little better soon.
keep in touch if you feel you can.
All the best
Dani
Base of tongue cancer. T2N0M0 6 weeks Radiotherapy finished January 2019
